Friday, April 4, 2014

tired and rambling

I AM EXHAUSTED! Being 28 weeks pregnant with a two year old is no easy job! But tonight I am so thankful she did not throw a major tantrum when I put her to bed. I've finally decided its time to put Scarlett in her own bed at night. I absolutely love having her sleep in bed with me, but it's just not going to work when this baby comes. So last night was the first night in her own room. She cried and screamed, a lot... & I had to eventually bribe her with chocolate. It worked like a charm, & she was asleep in 5 minutes. She's always been a terrible terrible sleeper and still at two years old rarely sleeps through the night. Well last night she didn't wake up until 2am, which is a good night for us, and she was crying about scary snakes in her room.. So I let her finish the night off in bed with me. It's a process, for both of us, obviously. As I got in my bed all by myself tonight & popped in my favorite movie "You've Got Mail", I thought two things.. I would KILL for some salt and vinegar chips right now & wow I have a lot of things to be thankful for. I could literally complain about 100 things during this pregnancy but I have way more to be thankful for. Let me just start off saying my husband told me to go shopping the other day. I went all by myself & it was wonderful. Can I just say how much I miss and love Urban Outfitters. I havn't been in forever, and although I can't wear half the clothes I want to right now, I did get some cute stuff :) I also got some stuff for this baby girl which is always exciting. Tony gave up his office for this baby's nursery, and he might not know it just yet but he is going to paint this baby's room so cute.. I really am so thankful for such a sweet husband. I have had my days this pregnancy where I would expect to be murdered in my sleep with the way I acted earlier in the day, but he always just says he knows its because Im pregnant and understands. 
I am thankful for a nice day with my mom & Scarlett today. & I am so beyond thankful for my wonderful dad. Aside from my husband, he is the best man I have ever known. 
I am thankful for Scarlett helping me wash my hair in the bath tonight, it is almost impossible now. Coconut oil, which I use for just about everything. Still being able to workout. Peanut butter, id die without it. This amazing weather we have been having. Feeling this baby kick. Sweats & sweats again, because its all I wear. 

....Now I am back to thinking about the salt and vinegar chips. Pregnancy cravings are no joke. I truly think in my head.. "hmm can my husband leave work to get me a bag? It's kind of an emergency." If anyone wants to deliver 1 or 2 or 3 of these bags of gold I will love you forever.